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Sunday, October 17, 2004

Ok so this xanga has outlived it's usefulness.
I have another one.
It's no where near finished, but it's 11.11pm right now and I have work tomorrow and need some sleep, so anyone bitch's about it and I'm going to be ripping a few new assholes.

Anyway, here's the God damned link:


www.xanga.com/Shadows_Of_The_Raven

- Raven -


Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Current Mood:  Of a Depressive Nature...
Current Music: My Perogative - BS

So,  I'm losing weight like there's no tomorrow, yet the tests and whatnot have come back....good.   I don't have what they originaly suggested.  They now think that i just scratched the mole and that's why it was bleeding and changing color and shit.  So cancer has been knocked out of the questions.  But they are worried about my weight, or rather, lack there of. 

I don't know.  As long as I don't have cancer, I'm ok with being anorexic. Heh.  If you know what I'm meaning...

B.J and I....are no more.  Not even friends.  I told him he was a using cunt and that was that.  He gave his phone to some chick who wouldn't let me speak to him on Saturday night.  This happened three hours after he rang me asking for MORE money. When I knocked him back, he hung up on me.   I tried to ring him and that bitch wouldn't let me speak to him.....and then he goes off at me for yelling the shit through her.

Men.  I give up.
Life...I'll never understand it...

-Apocalyptic Intent-


Thursday, October 07, 2004

              

                            
Current Mood:  Suicidal
Current Music:  Silver Strand - The Corrs

I Might Have Cancer.... And The World Crashes Into Darkness....




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